Welcome to the life of a Sad Clown

I’ve been asked multiple times about me being quite. Or why am I so silent? Am I angry? Am I okay? Do I feel fine? etc.

Some people also get worried if I stay in the corner or sit in the corner during a party or a gathering.

I mean, I appreciate the concern, I really do, but I’m really fine on my own.

In case you’re new here and you’re curious about me. I’m a guy who likes his space. I also love the company of my friends and also talking to strangers but not all the time.

I love my solitude. I love being alone and having time for myself. You know what they say about when you get used to being alone? You get addicted to it. I mean, sometimes when I’m with people, all I could thing about is going home and staying in bed and being alone.

I know that chit chatting and socializing is a big part of human beings. I guess I’m not that type of person. Sometimes, talking is so exhausting and I feel like my life span is getting shorter or my soul coming out of my body.

I don’t hate people, in fact I actually like hanging out with outgoing people. The type of person who talks a lot, who’s fun to be with. I feel like I feed of their energy.

Come to think of it, I’m like a vampire, but instead of drinking blood, I suck the fun energy out of people.

Some people told me that I’m a good listener. To tell you the truth, it’s not that I’m a good listener, I just don’t know them well enough to voice out my opinion.

I’m too scared to say what’s really on my mind because they don’t know me well and if I say something, it might offend them.

That’s one of the reason why I stay silent or I’m quiet. It’s because people get offended whenever I talk, even though I meant well.

Hmm.. Empathy is something I should talk about one of these days.

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