Howdy Folks.
We’ve been in lockdown since March 2020 and this whole situation about the pandemic is becoming a problem especially to people who are not used to being in isolation.
Anyway, speaking of isolation. There was a phase in my life that I didn’t want to be in a relationship.
For me, it started becoming a hassle to have a girlfriend. It was becoming a chore.
But now that I’m alnost 40, I’ve been trying to look for that connection. I mean, I feel like everyon has that connection except for me.
I want to have what every other person has. I want to have someone who I can tell stuff.
Someone who can make the exhausted me feel relief.
Someone who feels like home.
Someone who I can talk to and tell her what I feel and my plans and my feelings without being judged.
Oh boy, I’m rambling again.
Welcome to the life of a Sad Clown 